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This House Makes Me Homesick

by Yearless

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1.
I don't need to try When it comes to letting you down I'll let you down easy I'm not sure I'll be alright This is the last time for a while You'll hear a song like this from me I'll try to get better If you've been here from the start Know I'm doing this for you If you don't even know my name I guess I got something to prove so let's go
2.
I'm the concrete to your fist The fractures in your bones I'm that feeling that you get That someday you'll end up alone I don't get worked up We didn't work the way I want We both know I had a habit of brushing you off We're not the same kids that we were back then Just like the seasons change I knew this shit was bound to happen Losing touch with all my friends Is it too late to make amends? Maybe in a few years we'll stop losing who we've been You're the blood inside my veins The knocking at my door You're the car crash right outside my house That left me all alone It shouldn't be this easy for what we had to pull apart The glue won't dry and then there's nothing stuck in our hearts We're not the same kids that we were back then Just like your stories change I knew this song was bound to happen Losing touch with all my friends Is it too late to make amends? Maybe in a few years we'll stop losing who we've been And I know that we cross paths And I know that people change This is who I am, Here's what I have to say And I know that we cross paths And I know that people change This is who I am, Here's what I have to say
3.
I've been peeling back the layers of my skin that I can't stand to see My insecurity's so overwhelming That if you cut me down much further You'd be digging at my roots It's just so hard to see me moving on without you Your mind can change like the summer weather My thought's a storm between my teeth I'm still living out of boxes I'm still getting on my feet And the thing that breaks me down the most Is when I start to realize that you're better off without me I've been thinking about all the shows in cities you won't get to see I know they might seem underwhelming If I could just get your attention With any song I write Would it matter who you're leaving with tonight? Your looks could kill like the winter weather My blood feels warm between my teeth I'm still living out of boxes I'm still getting on my feet And the thing that breaks me down the most Is when I start to realize that you're better off without me I've been losing some blood I hope that you're losing sleep Guess I never got the message My bite marks ran that deep My jaw locks even tighter To keep consistency And the stains that I left Are there so you remember me They're there so you remember me They're there so you remember I'm still living out of boxes I'm still getting on my And the thing that breaks me down the most Is when I start to realize that you're better off without me
4.
You already live your life like a John Hughes movie So throw your fist in the air, you look so pretty in pink I can't quite pull off black and blue Now I've got my heart set for the winter I don't think I'll make it to the spring I'll probably fall apart before the summer's through I don't think there's any way I'm getting over you. I've been flipping through newspaper clippings From back when our parents were kids I found one from the Challenger explosion Back in 1986 And I start to think about that day And what a minute, thirteen seconds could change and I I start thinking about tragedy I start to think about the stupid shit we'd fight about And then I start thinking of you And all the times that I laughed right in your face But I just want you to know that I keep a blanket in my drawer 'Cause I know when it gets cold at night You can't sleep without one I keep a lighter by my door 'Cause I know that you just won't turn in Without one last cigarette I've been counting the days on a calender Placing bets on when you'll be back I'm getting close to my over-under You'd think I'd find some comfort in that I'm like a road flare you left I the rain I try to help, I know you're crying out and you need me. I guess I'm just not good for anything I start to think about the stupid shit we'd fight about And then I start thinking of you And all the times that I laughed right in your face But I just want you to know that I keep a blanket in my drawer 'Cause I know when it gets cold at night You can't sleep without one I keep a lighter by my door 'Cause I know that you just won't turn in Without one last cigarette I keep a blanket in my drawer 'Cause I know when it gets cold at night You can't sleep without one I keep a lighter by my door 'Cause I know that you just won't turn in Without one last cigarette
5.
Waking up from the sunlight in my window I miss our old apartment Where the bedroom faced the west The empty spaces in my dresser Are saying what I've been feeling I slowly wade my body through the mess I walk blankly to the shower Drawn into the water Drown me in the sound You can try to paint me over The parts of me you hated will show through just the same We grow apart as we're growing older Wasting days I spent as time gets slower You've made this house into a place that makes me homesick You've made this bed into a place that I can't sleep You've made me feel just like a stranger In the town that I grew up in And all the progress that I made feel incomplete I walk blankly to the lakeside Drawn into the water Drown me in the waves You can try to paint me over The parts of me you hated will show through just the same We grow apart as we're growing older Wasting days I spent as time gets slower Wasting days I spent as time gets slower You can try to paint me over The parts of me you hated will show through just the same We grow apart as we're growing older Wasting days I spent as time gets slower Wasting days I spent as time gets slower Wasting days I spent as time gets slower Wasting days I spent as time gets slower

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released October 7, 2017

Writing & Performance
Anthony Hagan, Chris Littlejohn, Nik Zanter
Jake Shirley, Jake Smith, & Jake Watson

Engineering/Production/Mixing/Mastering
Jake Watson

Vocal Engineering
Nik Zanter

Drums recorded at Knightfall Studios & Edited by Daniel Luces at Metal Factory Studios

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Yearless Madison, Wisconsin

Anthony Hagan
(Vocals)

Chris Littlejohn
(Guitar)

Jacob Seemuth
(Guitar)

Nik Zanter
(Drums)

Louis Berebitsky
(Bass)
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