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Interrupted

by Yearless

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1.
Interrupted again I guess I've got a lot to learn about stability and entropy And the burdens on my shoulders Like denizens of every dream and every nightmare Star-crossed forever in a book I've never even read. The cracks in the pavement feel like a lifetime ago I always knew through every fight, bloody lip and blackened eye I would still find somewhere that feels like home I'm not as homesick anymore. Only forty-seven miles till I reach the county line And maybe find myself a fresh start The radio dial is sticking on a station out of Dayton And like my patience the signal is fading fast My last stop reassuring that the promise of my wording And over-working of this record is reaching you well enough At the risk of sounding dated singing songs about the things I've hated and have grated me at this specific point in time I guess I'm still just twenty-five. I guess I still have time.
2.
Interrupted again, I need you to know I've done the best I can To find a means to an end, And I just haven't found it yet. (I just haven’t found a means to an end) And it’s starting to wear my patience thin It's like you can’t hear a single word I say. Not that matters, it won’t make this go away I just can’t get all my god damn thoughts straight I'm trying, I'm trying, (Just give me some space to think) I would never say that And you should know...that.
3.
You might be sitting all alone Wondering where you could find me after bar close, (Walking home...) With nothing but the streetlights and the cold. You can keep on wondering, You can keep on asking, But you only want to pick at my weathered bones While I’ve been Stuck, constantly in dire search for solid ground A certain feeling never leaving when you’re not around I've hit the bottom of the well and can't get on my feet. I'll never see what's in front of me. You’re being unreasonable, You're asking for too much I know it's not out of the blue, But these accusations feel unjustified You're speaking as a victim, But you're the judge, the jury and my executioner. I'm backed into a corner, With you, there's no way out for me. And I’ll never see what’s in front of me. I can’t deny, (I can’t deny, you only speak the truth) You only ever speak the truth, (In my defense we have two different points of view) In my defense we have two different points of view (If we can reach a compromise it’ll be a miracle) It might just be impossible, I can’t see your side of this (NO!) Not until you see mine ‘Cause it's been hit or miss Lately your aim has been off (Lately my aim has been off) It's never been the distance in the way It's the lengths I go to that you'll never appreciate An inch is all I need, and you can take a mile, But is the effort even worthwhile? With every step I take, a sickened heart trapped in a stalemate. You’ve got a lot of verve, Dragging me through dirt But I’m the one left here with a sickened heart! You’re being unreasonable, You're asking for too much I know it's not out of the blue, But these accusations feel unjustified You're speaking as a victim, But you're the judge, the jury and my executioner. I'm backed into a corner, With you, there's no way out for me. And I’ll never see what’s in front of me. There's no way out for me! And I’ll never see what’s in front of me.
4.
You always say you know what’s best But you know I don’t want to hear it. Let’s take the night to sleep this off, And talk about it in the morning. Such a lovely sentiment to Start my day remembering All the supid things that you put me through But I’ll watch you wash this all away! (Like the writing on the walls) Don’t you start me on the subtleties, That lately I’ve been noticing. (The contradicting attitudes,) (The smile of a cheat!) I’ll watch you wash this all away again, A small reminder of the way it’s been. You’ve been throwing bricks, While I’ve been busy saving them. I took all of your hits, (And rebuilt my defenses.) I need to learn how to look after myself. (Before I take another risk on you!) What did you expect from me, I won’t come crawling back anymore. This pleading has hurt my knees. You’re tearing out my seams again, Faster than I can restitch myself. Slowly unravelling, No more threading the needle With a through-line of self doubt. Do I have a say in this? Do I have the strength to say this to your face? That lovely sentiment is getting in the way. (The illusion that it’s all okay,) (The illusion that it’s all okay,) Call it omnidirectional, Call it something to go viral. It won’t matter to me, ‘Cause everyone’s already laughing. Like being in a maze of mirrors, Trying to make things clearer, But at every turn, Being forced to watch yourself fail. You’re tearing out my seams again You’re tearing out my seams again, Faster than I can restitch myself. Slowly unravelling, No more threading the needle These last second sutures don’t work anymore, These last second sutures don’t work anymore. I’ll stitch myself up one more time, I’ll stitch myself up one more time! I’ll watch you wash this all away, (I’ll watch you wash this all away again!) Like the writing on the walls! (Like the writing on the walls!) I’ll watch you wash this all away, (I’ll watch you wash this all away again!) Like the writing on the walls! (Like the writing on the walls!) I’ll watch you wash this all away, (I’ll watch you wash this all away again!) Like the writing on the walls! (Like the writing on the walls!) I’ll watch you wash this all away, (I’ll watch you wash this all away again!) Like the writing on the walls! (Like the writing on the walls!) I’ll watch you wash this all away, (I’ll watch you wash this all away again!) Like the writing on the walls! (Like the writing on the walls!)
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Lens 03:07
I've been working myself to the bone, But I don’t feel like I am moving forward, And I always feel like I need to be doing more. I feel like things are on hold While I keep getting older, I'm young But it feels like time is slipping from my grasp. (Time is slipping from my grasp) Hold me like a photograph in your hand. (Time is slipping from my grasp) My colors melt away, (Time is slipping from my grasp) Before you know I’m gone. (Time is slipping from my grasp) Leaving your framed fingers are numb and frozen. My focus has been off, Like the cloudy lens on an old film camera. My focus has been off, It's been blurring out what really matters. My focus has been off, Like the cloudy lens on an old film camera. My focus has been off, It's been blurring out what really matters. I just want to see The best version of me I just want to see The best version of me clearly! Am I making the right choices? I feel like I'm surrounded by voices. And they're all leading me away, In opposite directions, And they're all leading me away, LEADING ME AWAY! Pull another petal off the flower, To help make up my mind, I’ll need at least a hundred more. My focus has been off Like the cloudy lens on an old film camera My focus has been off It's been blurring out what really matters My focus has been off Like the cloudy lens on an old film camera My focus has been off It's been blurring out what really matters I just want to see The best version of me I just want to see The best version of me clearly! Pull another petal off the flower To help make up my mind I’ll need at least a hundred more So I can finally decide Pull another petal off the flower To help make up my mind I’ll need at least a thousand more To decide what to leave behind. Today I ran out of flowers.
6.
My radio’s been static for the last twelve miles But the hum just brings me clarity My life’s been in a free fall for quite some time, But now I feel the gravity And I don’t need a resignation, Nothing permanent for now I just wish I had the strength To lift the corners of my mouth, But I feel numb A feeling I’ve felt for so long To the point where I can’t Think back to where all of this went wrong I’ve been going to sleep With a lighter in my hand, like a relic of religion. And I refuse to believe that I’m turning into you, But I’ve been showing symptoms. Tracing back to the roots, Of all the shit that I do. It’s all thanks to you. The cracks that run along the side of your house In the pavement strike me strangely with disarray. A weary memory of a time and place, Incomplete without my bloodstains. Take back the fragments Of the wishing bones we broke as kids. Tear out the pages in your journal Where my name’s inked in. Lose track of every memory You think you had with me. ‘Cause chances are, They’re not the same as what they used to be. (Lose track of everything) Or what they used to be (Lose track of everything) (Lose track of everything) Or what they used to be (Lose track of everything) (Lose track of everything) Or what they used to be (Lose track of everything) Lose track of everything (Lose track of everything) Just lose track of everything! (Just lose track of everything!) Take back the fragments Of the wishing bones we broke as kids. Tear out the pages in your journal Where my name’s inked in. Lose track of every memory You think you had with me. ‘Cause chances are, We’re not the same as what we...
7.
I spend my nights Flipping through rum and coke in circles And pounding through infomercials Finding the things that keep me safe and on my feet But I've been standing In the wake of something greater than myself If I'm washed into the current You'd just move on to someone else And it's a pill to swallow An unforgiving game A tough act to follow I should have followed anyway I don't want to feel this way Like the things that I can't say Are leaving me more anxious and afraid You are never on your own These are the things you'll never know And they're the things That make me feel like I'm a little less alone. I don't know how I keep getting stuck on this sinking ship, A captain of progress through loneliness. My library card Is the only thing on my person From before I wrote in cursive And before I started cursing Your name to the breeze For everything that you saw inside me! I don't want to feel this way These are the things that I can't say These are the things that make me... You are never on your own These are the things you'll never know And they're the things That make me feel like I'm a little less alone.
8.
I've been checking in on myself while Still keeping my distance Progress shouldn't feel like this But I've never known the difference. I called your phone, It's not your number anymore Just a ghost of your reflection In the arch of every door That I walk through. I can find myself among the pines Sometimes I run in place, and that's just fine You're better off sleeping on your own, I can see it in your sunken eyes. I packed all my boxes Filled out every line The world is what you make of it When you're running out of time. I've been taking precautions, Spread myself out further this time around I'll take those words you wrote me And set myself free From feeling like I have been a letdown. I called your phone, It's not your number anymore Just a ghost of your reflection In the arch of every door That I walk through. I can find myself among the pines Sometimes I run in place, and that's just fine You're better off sleeping on your own, I can see it in your sunken eyes. This isn't really working anymore, (Trust me, I know you're not the only one that) I'm sore from sleeping on the floor. (Hates me, but no one cut as deep as you) And I just need to find my way home To a welcome mat so faded I don't feel welcome anymore. I don't think I need this! And I don't think I need you! I don't think I need this! And I don't think I need you! I don't think I need this! And I don't think I need you! I can find myself among the pines Sometimes I run in place, and that's just fine.

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released July 20, 2020

Produced, Recorded, Mixed and Mastered by Nik Zanter.

Written and Performed by Yearless:
Anthony Hagan
Chris Littlejohn
Jake Seemuth
Louis Berebitsky
Nik Zanter

Drums recorded by Matt Laplant at Madtown Mix Studio.

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Yearless Madison, Wisconsin

Anthony Hagan
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Chris Littlejohn
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Jacob Seemuth
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Nik Zanter
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Louis Berebitsky
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